Wow.

So now i sit here listening to Phil Collins and its a cold rainy day out side. I really wish things wouldn't have worked out this way. I feel so much like i'm just in this like state of being where nothing make sense anymore. Why? I'm so tired of there always being someone better than me. As long has he's happy.. i'm happy. Now i really wish it would just snow. I don't want to do anything today i just want to sit and like stare a the celing gosh.. I think i'm just going to go and hide under babushki. When will i get my Colonel Brandon, my Mr. Darcy, my knight in shining armor?

bah.

~Hannah